Assalamu Alaykum! (Peace be upon you!)
Alhamdulillah, my first week as a
clinical clerk is almost over (as of this writing hehe). And I am done with one-fourth
of my first rotation: Pediatrics Emergency Room (Pedia ER).
As I may have mentioned in my revious post, Clerks
are supposed to rotate for one month under Pediatrics which is subdivided further
into 3 departments/services: Wards 9 or 11, Pedia ER and NICU (Neonatal ICU).
My group was assigned under PER for our first week.
I honestly enjoyed rotating in
PER for several reasons. First are the Pedia residents. They are all cool and
fun to be with, they always have time to laugh around and be happy with simple
things even with all those toxicities they have; they are always ready help and
teach us students with essential knowledge and concepts in pedia especially on resuscitation.
We even had a session of QnA while resuscitating a patient! Awesome! They are
always approachable ad can understand us clerks who are most of the time failing
to do our procs that well on our first week :P
Second on the list are our
awesome interns! They say your toxicity on duty will also depend on whose team of
interns you will be working with. Fortunately we were with an awesome team on
their last week at Pedia. Even though most of them only knew our names during
our first duty, they were always ready to lend a hand without making you feel
bad asking for one. They are also willing to help and teach us improve our
procs. Really, thank you awesome BLOCK _ (Chu, Jess, Alex, Shaima, and the rest
^_^), you guys really deserved to be mentioned!
MOst important as well, our
dear patients. Thank you! For allowing us to serve you and for letting us learn
to be better physicians of tomorrow… From listening to your stories, to
catching you having seizures, from receiving your angry looks and noisy cries
as we try to console you and say “wag na umiyak, di kita tuturukan…” to those sweet,
silent smiles when you are asleep (while we keep ourselves awake)…from having
all those (annoying) tantrums and to those chuckles and saying “bye-bye” when
you finally get well… Thank you! I am deeply sorry if I made a lot of mistakes,
of those numerous fails on getting the line for the first time! I know you
hated it whenever we need to extract more blood from for another laboratory
test. IT is not that we wanted to hurt you over and over again. I tell you, we
hate seeing you cry as much as you hate those needles! But we are all doing
these for you, my dear little patents… I am sorry as well whenever I try pushing
those OGTs even though I know how uncomfortable they are to you… I am sorry yet
I am thankful as well for allowing me to do it and improve myself. Rest assured
that we are doing these for you and the other children that will become our
patients one day. Remember that we are here not for ourselves, but for us to
somehow serve you and find ways to make you feel better and free you from all
those ailments through Allah’s help of course. One blood extraction at a time
:P
And yes, to all the parents who
gave their full trusts to us doctors and doctors-to-be. You are our greatest
partners in making your children become better each day. Sorry if we keep on
asking you all to do this and that, if we make you buy these stuffs. Rest
assured, these are things that your child really needs. Just, forgive us clerks
for our shortcomings. Huhu.
And lastly, to Elizabeth. The 2
day-old baby girl who died right before my eyes… I am so sorry :( Allah knows
how much we tried to revive you when you went into code. Still, we cannot save
everyone, we weren’t able to save you. I know you are now in good hands, I know
wherever you are right now, you are under the care of the Most Benevolent, Most
Merciful. That place you are now is far better from this world that you were
supposed to be. Hoping that I would see you again and finally witness you
smile, ameen. (see full story on my next post, hopefully)
So much was learned on my first 6
days in Pedia ER. And I know there is indeed a lot more to learn. Looking
forward to it :D
Next stop: NICU. Will be catching
newborn babies starting next week! (Gotta review those important infos again :P
Salamduwaa!
Ahmad Hajiri,
Clinical Clerk II, UP-PGH
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